我卻心亂如麻,他竟然這麼和皇上說,那他會怎麼想我和沈豫鯤之間的關係?

“若涵,送給你。”他遞過來一把摺扇。

我隨手開啟,上面所寫的是:秋水無痕,聆聽落葉的情愫,紅塵往事,呢喃起漣漪無數……是我當初在怡親王府哼唱的曲子,他居然一字不差的記了下來。

不心動嗎,此刻說不心動絕對是假的,只是我只有一顆心,再也容不下別人了。

我將扇子遞迴給沈豫鯤,他並沒有接過,而是一把抓住我的手,“若涵,到現在你還不瞭解我的心意嗎?”

我輕輕抽回了手,“沈豫鯤,你很好,可是對我而言,卻是曾經滄海難為水。”

“是誰?莫非是……?他著實有些急了。

我黯然轉身,忽然很害怕他會提及那個名字,我搖著頭吐出幾個字,“不要說出來。”

好一會,身後沒有一絲聲響,我能想象出他痛苦的表情,但我不敢回頭,我也怕被他瞧見我快要決堤的淚水。

“若涵,我想再聽你唱首曲子。”許久的沉默後,沈豫鯤的聲音再次平平響起。

“好啊,”我定了定神,想都沒想張口就唱:

“Late at night when all the world is sleeping

I stay up and think of you

And I wish on a star that somewhere

You are thinking of me too

Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight; till tomorrow

I'll be holding you tight

And there's nowhere in the world

I'd rather be than here in my room;

dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me and

I wonder if you know I'm there

If you look in my eyes would see me

what's inside Would you even care

As I just wanna hold you close but so far

All I have are dreams of you

So I wait for the day to have the courage to say

How much I love you; yes I do

I'm dreaming of you tonight; till tomorrow

Late at night wehn all the world is sleeping

I stay up and think of you

Still can't believe that you came up to me

And said I love you I love you too

Now I'm dreaming with you tonight; till tomorrow

and for all of my